pankhuri's pov-
my dad and Yash Uncle had a longgg talk... and then decided to meet on a lunch and guess what ..I was not at all informed at all . They talked over and the next day , It was a Saturday - off day , I woke up late and went to the kitchen and saw my mom making cheelaa which I absolutely love ...."oh wow! aaj tho badiya khana bana hai..... " " Pankhu , hame tujhse kuch bahut zaruri baat karni hai " mom said in a very serious tone . " Ha boliye na " " Pakhu tere liye ek bahut he acha rishta aaya hai jo itna acha hai ki jante hue ki tu abhi shadi nahi karna chahati, ham mana nahi kar paye...." " Mumma fir vohi topic. Mai kya karu agar rishta aaya hai tho.. Mai abhi just 25 he hu mummy ..hamari baat hui thi ki iss topic ke bare me 27 se phele na he baat karenge aur na he sochenge then why are you bringing it up ...." i said angrily. " phele sun tho lo kaha se aaya hai aur itne ache rishte aur logo ko mana nahi kiya jata waise bhi tum 25 ki ho 22 ki nahi ... itna acha kamati ho independent ho 2 saal se job karri ho stable ho kya problem hai aakhir ?" papa added ...."papa you know mai ek baar tut chuki hu aur abhi ready nahi hu I don't care rishta kisne bheja hai " "Tum jinhe extended family kahti ho unki itni request bhi nahi manogi?" " Yash Uncle????" " Ha unke bete ke liye unhone tumhe manga hai.... bahut umeed aur pyaar ke sath...tumhe rani banake rakhenge"
I went completely silent and returned to my room without uttering a word..." Yash Uncle ne ? Unka beta? Vo jo 3 saal se unse milne bhi nahi aaya ? Vedant Singhania ? Uncle uski shadi kyu karana chahte hai ? Kyu? aur mujse he kyu? aur itne influential logo ko vo jante hai ... I myself have seen many of our clients getting their daughters proposal for his son ..then why me " i muttered to myself and went into deep hour of thoughts
Knock Knock" aajaye mumma "
" beta kuch socha .... Tumhe pata hai ye tumhare liye acha mauka hai... Move on karne ka ... I know tum Tapish ko kabhi nahi bhul sakti aur mai kah bhi nahi ri ki aaj he bhul jao ... Shadi karo and kisi ke sath move on karo ... Ham sab jante hai tum usse kitna pyaar karti thi aur vo bhi but vo ab kabhi laut ke nahi aa sakta ... Vo uppar se tumhe yese pyaar aur ladko se bhagta dekhega tho usse lagega uski wajah se tum aaj bhi 3 saal baad bhi ro rahi ho aur ye ussse bilkul acha nahi lagega " tears ran down my eyes as my whole past was their in air ..
yes my past . My first love and I personally believe my last Tapish was no more . I met him in my collage and fell deeply in love with each other . we had been together for 5 years and then one dark day ... he met with the deadly accident with a truck on died on spot ... that day still haunts me as I was devasted ... Yes I even went suicidal and tried suicide but then I was given a letter Tapish wrote for me by his mother.. That letter changed everything for me .. I was back on life again Smiling again but only for him ... that letter is the most personal thing for me and the only reason I live today ....
"Pankhu kaha kho gai? sun rahi hai ? "
" mumma hum baad mei baat karte hai pls I want no one right now "
then I straight away wiped my tears and went to read that letter Again....
and that gave me clarity once again ... The words by him .....( I will always love you whether we are together or not ... I am always in your heart ... always ... I hope we marry soon... ) these words break me as we were never dating for fun .. we had always thought of marriage .... and i can't really give my 100% to any guy even if I try ... so I gathered all my strength and decided to tell Yash uncle about it.....
" Hello ha beta, I know I droped the news as a boom I am sorry " " Uncle I cannot do this marriage . I have a past. I have had the love of my life. And pyaar ek he baar ho sakta hai . I won't be doing justice to your son in this relationship...."
" its ok beta .. I still want you to marry him .. He is also not ready for this marriage . you are both broken from inside .. I want you to marry him ... Either you both end up making each other feel home or you will be atleast both together and take care of each other without a husband wife relationship ... Yes beta Vedant is also broken inside and has distanted him from everyone .. We can't move to him and he won't return. So I want you to get married and share a home with him and head the architectural branch in Mumbai"
I kept the phone down and slept over my thoughts whole night
.....if he has no hopes of me as a wife then its fine to marry... mumma papa bhi khush hojaynge and sochenge i have moved on and mai waha sirf kaam karungi aur apna carrer aur solid karungii...
next morning I walked over and said " I am marring Yash Uncle's son"
everyone surprised hugged me and became ve
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